I don’t usually make a big deal about New Year’s resolutions, and I’ve never participated in the Word of the Year blogging trend. New Year’s Day seems like a good time to start a goal with a twelve month cycle, such as reading through the Bible in a year. However, most resolutions seem to me to be more applicable as daily life-style choices.
This New Year’s Day, however, I find myself very much contemplating lifestyle choices and what changes may be on the horizon. It’s a matter of timing, really. During the last two weeks of 2015 I received a cancer diagnosis and underwent two surgeries. So, I am naturally starting 2016 with a certain level of new resolve.
In 2016…and every year thereafter, I choose life!
It’s not a new resolution…actually it’s been a daily choice for most of my life. But current circumstances make it a fresher, newer, stronger resolution.
I’ve lived most my life with an awareness of both the brevity and fragility of this life. Life is full of unknowns and unexpected turns. We have much less control than we tend to assume.
The cancer diagnosis doesn’t change the unknowns, but it does put them front and center for me, right now. My prognosis is very good. I have every reason to expect a long, full active life after completion of treatment. At the same time, there are numerous unknowns.
Right now, the right side of my lip sags, my right shoulder sags, and my right arm is weak. No, it’s not a stroke…just post-surgery status. Most likely, some or all of these symptoms will improve or disappear with time. But there are no guarantees. I’ve adopted an attitude of hopeful acceptance…I hope it improves, but see no reason to enjoy life any less if it doesn’t.
I still have radiation treatment coming up. I don’t yet know exactly how that will play out…how often, how intense, how long, or how uncomfortable…nor what long-term effects may linger. My intent is to make prayerful informed decisions then leave it in God’s hands.
I also don’t yet know what lifestyle changes may be required. Advice from family and friends include everything from never drink another glass of wine to never eat another dessert…everything from slow down and taking things easier to throw myself into continual positively energetic activities.
Overall, I think I’ve lived a fairly healthy lifestyle thus far, and can’t see anything to point to as a source of cancer. Post-diagnosis certainly merits more careful assessment. I’m certainly willing to make whatever changes are likely to result in improved health. I am not willing to live in unnecessary fear.
I choose life!
For me, choosing life means choosing Christ. Jesus said,
I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believest thou this? (John 11:25-26)
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I choose faith over fear.
I choose hope over despair.
I choose joy over sorrow.
I choose thankfulness over complaints.
I choose righteousness over sin.
I choose love over selfishness.
I choose forgiveness over bitterness.
I choose health over toxicity.
I choose life over death.
I choose godliness.
I reject Adam’s covenant with sin and death from which Christ has redeemed me. I embrace the new covenant with God which Christ has enacted on my behalf.
I choose life!